A new page

I guess it is time to shift gears, my yard is getting cleaner, I will be living alone for the first time in a long time. I am looking forward to it I think I am days to getting the last of the leeches off my property.

Over the last 2.5 years I lost all my siblings either because they died or I got estranged from them. That is okay I have Jesus in my life and I will be fine because He will not leave me or forsake me so I know everything is going to be fine.

It took me to long to learn that if I don't deal with my problems and be responsible for my actions. They will get worse and worse till it explodes. I really had to deal with my disappearing and running a way problem. I could not run this time, otherwise it would follow me no matter where I go. I should know I ran away from a situation with my sister I was in my mid twenties and I left with out saying good bye I told her where I was after I was gone for awhile. She didn't talk to me for the longest I realize now that if I had talked to her that it would have been ok then and not suffered all that grief. Live and learn we finally patched it up a few months later.

I prayed that God remove all demonic presence from my property & stay outside my gate. Now the last of my brothers are leaving. God is so good and answers prayer. I am believing for my blessing because if God takes something away from you he always gives you something better. Because he only has the best in mind for me.

Then I can actually go home straight from work. My brother still refuses to talk to me, honestly it is a refreshing break LOL. Now I can do what I want when I want and how I want. Woohoo!!!


A new page is turning, I am going to start the process to cut my CD. I have 11 songs written and almost ready. I found out I need to put my portfolio together. I found a local recording artist that wants to work with me, and another that wants to help mentor me. It is all so cool.

.I need all you guys to pray for me on this to besure this is what I am supposed to be doing.

I may have to put learning how to do web pages on the side for awhile unless I can get into the webdesign in the local college. My business partner bailed on me last week and he was the one that could actually do the pages. But that is ok because if that is what I should be doing, I can & will learn, I have a couple of leads on people that can help me with that if I need it.

The H. S. said you can learn. I just have to remember that no matter what I do, I can't let my focus on God waiver. Everthing I do is to bring Glory to God. Jesus Christ is my Savior, my Mentor, my Comforter & of course the Love of My Life, Everybody else is inconsequential, especially if they are not about God.

I worked out a deal with another computer tech to refer my more difficult repair jobs to. He will give me a cut if I send people his way.

I always wanted to sing rock song I have a song that is rock/Pop Ballad. I think it rocks, totally not what I have written before now I have to figure out the chords to play the tune and how to play it up to now the only thing I have ever played was hawaiian music.